Channel: Entertainment
Uploaded: December 31, 1969 at 11:59 pm
Author: JonasBrothersRockz23
Length: 02:00
Rating: 5.00
Views: 569
ok so its finally herewhat you all have been waiting for!(I recommend u watch the video and pay attention 2 the song in it whil reading.it explains all of the torture Tamera has gone through in her life) Chp1Well, everyone always asks me why I'm always so sad, why I'm so depressed. Well I guess I should start from the beginning. Hey, my name is Tamera Katrina Sanchez. But my friends call me Tammy. Well, a couple of years ago I had the perfect life. I lived in the big apple. New York City to be exact. "The city that never sleeps" as some might say. I lived with my mom, dad and my little brother. My life was going great. That is...until my dad lost his job. Then he started drinking and he would get drunk and he started abusing me. I never did anything wrong...he only did it because he always said it was because I wasn't good enough. He liked my little brother better than me. So he would never hurt him. But he would always tell me I was ugly and useless. So I took it to heart and believed all of it. So I really don't think highly of myself at all. When I tried to tell my mother, she didn't believe me until she saw it for herself. One thing led to another and they finally got a divorce and we moved. That was the worst thing that could ever happen to me. So I had to leave New York and more to Los Angelis California. I had to leave behind my best friend Morgan. But we're still really close. But here in LA I really only have one friend. But he is so awesome. His name is Brandon Baker. He helps me through the hell. Or high school as others would say. He's kinda cute. (shh don't tell him I told you that) But I would never go out with him. We're just best buds. But, there is this really cute guy. His name is Robbie Amell. He's like one of the most popular guys in school. He is so perfect. But he would never like a girl like me. I'm too different. Besides he's on the football team. But other than that there is one other person in my life that means the world to me. He is so amazing, sweet and talented and whenever I talk to him he makes me feel so special, and that never happens. There is just one tiny little problem....I HAVE NO IDEA WHO HE IS! We met in a chat room about 3 months ago. We've been talking everyday since. The only thing I know about him is that he goes to my school. But there is about 5000 student here. But either way, I don't mind not knowing who he is. Sometimes things can be to good to be true. What if I meet him and he's not the guy I think he is. I'm scared because reality can't compare to how I feel with my cyber-space life with him...(okay that was chp 1.let me noe if you like the storyline.tellz me wut u think pplz.comment,comment,commet! Lolzi need feedback if you want me 2 keep posting cause i'm not sure if its that good xD thank you